October 2010
easy come
Just when I thought it wouldn’t get better, some how and in some way it did.
I hope it lasts.
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I dont know where I’m goin but i’m...
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in the midst of it all
Sometimes I can’t take it.
I want to be that person.
The one who we all wish we could be.
I want to feel invincible.
Like no one else can touch me.
I want the feeling of greatness.
But oh talent where are you?
Why can’t I find you?
Where did you go?
I lost you along the way.
One day I hope you return.
Someday.
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Bruno Mars <3
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all in one
Living for yourself is kind of a lonely yet fulfilling existence, isn’t is?
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The Distance
It’s nice to know you have someone out there who cares.
And it’s even nicer when they make sure you know it.
New
I know its happening and this time I wont do anything to stop it.
H.O.P.E.
I think sometime soon I’ll be ready. I really believe I can say goodbye once and for all, this time. I hope.
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“Where did you go?
Where have you been?
I need to know. You are my friend.
Did...”
– J.R.A - Closure
I love how music never fails to describe how I’m feeling.
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In the end
I’m really trying and I think that’s why it’s so hard. Forgetting; sounds so simple yet I just can’t bring myself to do just that. I want to be over this and move on more than anything. Start fresh. If only these memories didn’t linger like they do then maybe, just maybe I wouldn’t be like this. And it doesn’t help that you have absolutely no idea.
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Weak
We all go through those times when we just feel like we aren’t good enough. And in all truths it painful. Knowing that no matter what you do in that instance, your efforts just aren’t what you hoped. Even though you want to beat that person and prove that you are good enough, well heck your more than enough it just doesn’t go as planned. And in the back of your mind you beat...
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Blame it on the Rain
I just wish I knew. Somehow that would make it all better. Even though I’m not quite sure how. I just know it would. The element of surprise has never been on my side and I don’t think it’s planning to start now.
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Gave this song a listen for the first time in a...
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Love at a Distance
I wish you were invisible Cause when you’re visible I’m miserable I wish you were distant so it’s not obvious when I’m missing you were the one to hold me when all of the rights in life went wrong and now you’re gone i’m left with the picture we had drawn time ran out for us to make it right so i’ll love you out of sight I wish you were gone from here...
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on my own
And If I ever feel like I’m falling into nothing I’ll make sure to turn it into something.
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Probably one of my most favorite songs everrrrr.
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:)
I think maybe, just maybe I might know what happiness is.
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“It was the summer wind,
That blew you into my life,
It was the light and the...”
– Jesse Barrera (weak)
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unstoppable
I want to be beautiful. Not only for you, but for myself.
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Anything to make this last
Facing reality is hard. Plain and simple. The outcomes never turn out the way we planned and that alone becomes a downer. The weight of it is too much to bare at times and one way or another it all adds up. It becomes a part of the never ending cycle of equations, which all lead back to the frivolous beginning. Then eventually over time reality catches up and takes no prisoners, exposing...
Change
I feel as if I can finally breath, but why do these memories still remain?
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I'm not afraid
Everything seems to come at me all at once. It’s not that I hate it but I can’t bring myself to love it. These new feeling are so obscure. I can’t even began to fathom when I started to feel this way. But when something is too good to be true, it probably is. And I don’t want that to be the case this time. All my hard work is finally paying off and it’s just so nice,...
