January 2011
when the time is right
Life is so unfair. No matter how hard I try I can’t convice myself what I feel doesn’t exist. It sucks. I wanted to start over, but my ability to move on never really agreed with me. I can’t say I didn’t try though. I’m not going to push myself into something that I know I can’t give my all. I won’t put myself as well as someone else’s heart on the...
Jan 31st
Jan 27th
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Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
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Rainy Days
It’s supposed to be the best time of my life. I got accepted to UNC Charlotte on saturday and I was just utterly happy. And when your happy you never expect anything so sad and tragic to happen the next. How can it be the best day of my life one day and the next one of my closest friends worst? How do you console someone when they lose the most precious person to them? How do you tell them...
Jan 25th
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Jan 23rd
"Seize the day, trust tomorrow as little as...
Jan 20th
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Jan 20th
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Listenstefalofogis: Cough Syrup.
Jan 19th
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ListenMBLAQ - Sad memories <3
Jan 17th
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if only...
I’ve realized I’m getting older and it’s strange. I won’t be able to like the same things when I get older and that irritates me. I just feel so lost. Not confused but lost. I wish time would stop. If only.
Jan 17th
Day after day, doing the same thing over and over...
Jan 16th
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Jan 14th
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I'm losing my mind losing my mind losing control
 I feel like I’ve gone back to the beginning and its unbearable. I don’t like feeling helpless. The feeling that I’m becoming something I’m just not. Life is so complex and intense sometimes I just don’t know what to do and it’s scaring me. I’m making friends GOOD friends, but what if my barrier doesn’t let me. What if I tell them things about my...
Jan 10th
@ara-ci yooo you be checking my blog out gurrlll?
Jan 9th
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Jan 9th
Jan 4th
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Jan 4th
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It's okay.
Dear Man, Sometimes your wrong and say things I don’t agree with, but I can honestly say that’s okay. I can find it in my heart to forgive you, for the first time. I think this is the first step and I’m willing to take it. Maybe I’m growing up after all. Sincerly, a Woman
Jan 4th
Jan 2nd
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Saftey anyone?
New years..why must you start out in such a fashion? So my friends tire blew out last night and of course thats a downer. Good way to start the year, right? D: I’m more than sure she has the worst luck I’ve ever known someone to have. BUT it gets better… haha oh I wish. She swerves like crazy and I see my life flash before my life, well no actually all I can think is “OHH...
Jan 2nd